Aaaahhhh... is this puberty?? or What??

aaahhhh...... just realised i got a crush aaaaaahhhh... u might ask who?? but i m nt going to tell u people... haha... my mum n some frens told me tat my taste is darn poor but i dun think they are looking properly either that or the way i love people is darn different... so yaaahhh..... as i was saying...i got a crush... can u believe it??? never happened before oh yah!!! one more thing... if i noe u whenever i see u or u see m dun ask me anything k??yaaahhh... so i'm like waiting for his answer and also to find out if the crush is puppy love or the actual thing... haha... ill tell u more about him... he's got a great personality...he is kind caring n loves to help people solve problems...cares about grades...loves sports...never lies...nor backstab...honest.... he is not a christian... i only don't like one thing about him... he fights with gangs when he helps people solve problems but only when he is forced too n that is very very very rare.... n when he gets hurt bcoz of the fight for his fren he doesnt mind at all... he is loyal n bla bla bla... he is a true friend lah... once u get to noe him everytime i sian i talk to him.... he makes people laugh n always love to create a topic to talk on... haha call me lovesick or watever u wan but... i cant stop thinking about him.. he likes to go out alot... which my mum doesnt allow... everytime i see him i feel really happy...but when i m alone i feel really really depressed i dun noe y... yesterday i went on the flyer it sooo cooll but boring imagine yourself in a cabin darn quiet though got alot of people... for half an hour watching the scene below... haha... anyways... when i was walking back to cityhall i walked past lts of sports hops n that reminded me of what to buy for his b-dae... i was tinkin soft toy... keychain... along that line i m kinda afraid it might be too girly...hai... anyone that has suggestions help me can post coments n help me...